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Nourished So

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Nourished So “In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.” -Albert Camus A gentle rain greets me this morning and from the greenness of my home, all the world seems... Read More

This is not a poem.

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I don’t have a poem this morning.  All week long, I have been writing, waiting for inspiration, an idea that I can hone and soar with. Usually, if I am open, it comes.  But this week, there ha... Read More

Steady

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Steady The rain started gently, welcomed on that hot, dry day. When we heard thunder in the distance, our parents called us inside where I sat at the window, cozy, and watched the trees begin to shutt... Read More

A Mercy

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A Mercy Most days, I judge myself harshly. Most days, I wonder if I am doing things right. And most days, I keep these insecurities inside. So I am grateful for a person who wears their vulnerability ... Read More

Changes

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Changes We have lived in this house for so long that sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I half expect one child or another to peek around the corner. But they are all grown up now with their own... Read More

Lush

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Lush So much green on this new spring morning. I breathe deep the freshness, let its tenderness nourish and heal whatever is wounded inside. How is it that we have just one word for green when its ton... Read More

In Silence

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In Silence I grew up in a noisy and chaotic household, full to overflowing with the wildness of children. A moment of silence was so rare that, like a vacuum, it made my ears ring. I loved it anyway. ... Read More

Letting Go

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Letting Go There was so much you had to let go of to get to this place, this intersection of what you do and who you are- dreams that weren’t really your own, worn out beliefs, old habits of thought... Read More

Living Within the Mystery

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Living Within The Mystery The older I get, the less I seem to “know”, the more I realize that we humans look for answers more than the truth because answers, even if not quite right, help to quell... Read More

Dissonance

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Dissonance While eating breakfast, I watch two cardinals hop along the fence in the bright, crisp sunshine. A fuzzy brown rabbit hunkers down in the tall grass to rest. Meanwhile, I listen to a radio ... Read More

Waiting

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Waiting Cold and dreary, its been raining for weeks. From this window, there is little evidence of spring, even though it is almost April. Winter just can’t seem to let go. Yet, in this moment, alth... Read More

Hiking Companions

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Hiking Companions Anxiety starts off strong, picking up stones along the path to rub their sharp edges, but wears out quickly. Melancholy quietly places those stones in a sack and slings it over his s... Read More

Milestones

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Milestones Without realizing it, the years have slipped quickly by and suddenly, our quiet house is lit up with the noise and dearness of grandchildren. I watch them in wonder, each little face so uni... Read More

Clear and Bright

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Clear and Bright To Clara on her 34th birthday Being your mother has so defined my path, it is hard to conceive that there was a time before. But on this, your birthday, I want to travel back and back... Read More

No Matter

No Matter No matter that I tossed, tangled in a blanket of worry or that my dreams, when they finally came, were stark and disturbing or that my foggy mind, exhausted, still clings to darkness. The bi... Read More

Other People

Other People Of course, the big lessons came from family members, teachers, the major players in your life. But there were other, less obvious people, too. You know who they were- a neighbor whose kid... Read More

Younger Self

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Younger Self I can see her there, looking confident, cocky even, but I know her well. She is terrified, has no idea what she is supposed to do with this “life” that is now, suddenly, hers. I wonde... Read More