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If You Want To Write

If You Want To Write You must first come to love it. Your notebook must become your home, the place you return to in order to feel yourself again. Initially, though, it might be a place you avoid, as ... Read More

Writing Poems

Writing Poems I want to give you a gift. But all I have are these words. They don’t seem like much against all the terrible things that have happened. Or will happen. I don’t know how to fix all o... Read More

Clarity

Clarity I step into the River of Life, carrying my heavy, unspoken questions. My stirred up thoughts cloud the water. When I am still for long enough, the thoughts settle, the water clears, and glimme... Read More

i surrender

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i surrender which is not to say that i give up but that i am going to stop resisting reality stop fighting what will not change at least not by my hand and instead let go find my own path through i ch... Read More

Late Afternoon

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Late Afternoon There are plenty of days that I let this moment pass, just keep working, ignore the slant afternoon sun’s beckoning call. Come, it says. Rest. Linger for a while. You have worked hard... Read More

Reserves

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Reserves Yesterday, I picked a heaping bowl of juicy blackberries, boiled, mashed and canned them. I gathered a basket of the ripest tomatoes, sliced and dried them for winter. Today, as I breathe in ... Read More

Pure Possibility

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Pure Possibility I. When I was born, I was pure possibility, just a brand new body with a fresh brain, ready for connection. Those connections unlocked my potential but also narrowed it. They rooted m... Read More

River

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River You could come to this place and discover nothing if you bring along your own noise, your own chaos. Because, like so much that is sacred, silence is the only entryway. So we leave it all behind... Read More

Journaling

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Journaling In the same notebook that I dump the darkest toxins of my soul, I also create my dreams- white lilies unfolding, tender yellow stamen, that even too strong a breeze, too hot a sun could wil... Read More

Bones

Bones I’ve lived with these worn out beliefs for so long that I don’t even notice them. They’ve just settled in my bones. Like an old pair of shoes that have conformed, deformed to fit my feet, ... Read More

Steady

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Steady The rain started gently, welcomed on that hot, dry day. When we heard thunder in the distance, our parents called us inside where I sat at the window, cozy, and watched the trees begin to shutt... Read More

Pace

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Pace Imagine the sound of a cloud moving leisurely across the sky, a pine tree’s imperceptible growth compelled by its longing for light, a gentle rain’s slow slide down the pane, the sigh alignin... Read More

surrounded

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surrounded i sit on my back porch this morning in the middle of this neighborhood this town this country in the middle of this week this month this year completely secluded by the green nestled safely... Read More

I have no words

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I have no words sufficient for this moment. As the depth of this trauma sinks in, as the outrage continues, as the grief washes over, all I know to offer is a moment of silence. All I know to do is ba... Read More

Wren

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Wren There are whole days that I am on the verge of tears and I don’t know completely the reason why. I bring my heart to You, God. Where else can I go? I set it before you like a wounded bird, then... Read More

Breath

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Breath In and out, in and out, in and out. In and out, tree and me, we breathe one another. Lung to leaf, she inhales my breath to build her body. Bronchioles branch, delivering her gift to all my cel... Read More

I’m the Mom

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I’m the Mom I wasn’t born a mother, like my children think. Once, not long ago, I was a child, too. I hung my head off the couch and looked at the world upside down, lost myself in play, picke... Read More

Pandemic Dream

Pandemic Dream It is that moment in childhood’s early summer when everything is fresh with possibility and forever makes its promises once more. I open the back screen door and step barefoot into th... Read More

Missed Connections

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Missed Connections Real life is hard. We are busy, distracted, preoccupied. My words are insufficient, awkward. I say the wrong things or I don’t know what to say at all. We just keep missing connec... Read More

Window

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Window There is a pain that stands between me and the world. Like a wall, it keeps me separated, living in its shadow. It is the pain that followed me out of childhood, based on bad information imprin... Read More