Milestones

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Milestones Without realizing it, the years have slipped quickly by and suddenly, our quiet house is lit up with the noise and dearness of grandchildren. I watch them in wonder, each little face so uni... Read More

Clear and Bright

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Clear and Bright To Clara on her 34th birthday Being your mother has so defined my path, it is hard to conceive that there was a time before. But on this, your birthday, I want to travel back and back... Read More

No Matter

No Matter No matter that I tossed, tangled in a blanket of worry or that my dreams, when they finally came, were stark and disturbing or that my foggy mind, exhausted, still clings to darkness. The bi... Read More

Other People

Other People Of course, the big lessons came from family members, teachers, the major players in your life. But there were other, less obvious people, too. You know who they were- a neighbor whose kid... Read More

Younger Self

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Younger Self I can see her there, looking confident, cocky even, but I know her well. She is terrified, has no idea what she is supposed to do with this “life” that is now, suddenly, hers. I wonde... Read More

Dreams

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Dreams My husband told me he had a dream that he was running like the wind. Oh, yes. I know just the one. I, too, dream of running fast, of singing like a bird at dawn, of writing like a stream in spr... Read More

Glow

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Glow The house stands dark, somber, bone chilling in the winter gloom. The beat of the clock echoes in the emptiness. Then, the sound of footfall crunching through snow, a creak on the stairs, key in ... Read More

Rhythm of the Sea

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Rhythm of the Sea It took a day and night to arrive in Ireland by plane. My spirit, however, lagged behind, gliding slowly over land and ocean. It was carried in by the tide to the Antrim Coast where ... Read More

Your Gift

Your Gift In this cold, bleak season, the cover of green long gone, all kinds of messiness is exposed. The world looks stark, turning thoughts to gray. Then, one, small, lovely thing breaks through th... Read More

Sorrow

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Sorrow Old sorrows waken at new sorrow’s birth. Forgotten losses stir their weary heads, As disenchantments sigh and shift their girth. Each death emerges from its settled bed. They come from hiding... Read More

Note to a Young Parent

Note to a Young Parent Despite the vastness of your love, you, too, will undoubtedly encounter a particular brokenness in yourself so deep that you cannot traverse it, even for your children’s s... Read More

Questions About Place

Questions About Place Can you ever really know a place? You show up, dwell in it for a short time or long, but you never know its whole history. What happened here before- a day ago, a decade, a centu... Read More

Thank You, Dear Body

Thank You, Dear Body Thank you, dear body, for embracing my spirit so steadfastly, for the unfaltering rhythm of breath and heartbeat all these many years. Thank you, dear body, for drawing all you ne... Read More

Tree of Plenty

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Tree of Plenty Pushing my basket up one row, down the next, hesitating occasionally to pluck crisp apples from a bin, gather cans of beans, choose fresh bread from an endless selection while strangers... Read More

Breath

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Breath In and out, in and out, in and out. In and out, tree and me, we breathe one another. Lung to leaf, she inhales my breath to build her body. Bronchioles branch, delivering her gift to all my cel... Read More

Bargaining with God

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Bargaining with God Most offers have to do with the sacrifice I am willing to make if God will just alleviate pain and heartache- especially my children’s. In almost every terrible situation, I reso... Read More