Numbers

Numbers My father died at fifty-nine, the age that I am now. My mother lived on another thirty-six years, which happens to be the number that I have been married. Sure, these are just the kind of mean... Read More

Granddaughter

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Granddaughter We are walking together across the blazing blacktop. Sweat blossoms on my lip and brow. She is talking, talking, talking. Her hand, as if it knows its own language, the language of trust... Read More

Late Afternoon

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Late Afternoon There are plenty of days that I let this moment pass, just keep working, ignore the slant afternoon sun’s beckoning call. Come, it says. Rest. Linger for a while. You have worked hard... Read More

Stones

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Stones All day long, I am recalling a long ago moment, faded and vague. All that is left is younger you, reaching for a rumpled bundle of flowers that you had somehow secured to your bike. All that is... Read More

Weary

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Weary When overwhelmed by the abrasiveness of information coming in, too fast, too disturbing to absorb, I let my mind rest for a bit in the silent prayer of familiar daily tasks and that is often jus... Read More

How I Want To Remember Us

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How I Want To Remember Us We were all there, the whole family, sitting on a blanket together. Waiting. An entire history of events had brought us to that moment, including tragedy and grief that I was... Read More

Enough

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Enough Eventually, you decide that this is enough. You stop striving for more, for different. Or maybe you realize that while you have been grasping for all of that, this has been ripening into someth... Read More

Nourished So

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Nourished So “In the midst of winter, I found there was, within me, an invincible summer.” -Albert Camus A gentle rain greets me this morning and from the greenness of my home, all the world seems... Read More

This is not a poem.

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I don’t have a poem this morning.  All week long, I have been writing, waiting for inspiration, an idea that I can hone and soar with. Usually, if I am open, it comes.  But this week, there ha... Read More

Steady

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Steady The rain started gently, welcomed on that hot, dry day. When we heard thunder in the distance, our parents called us inside where I sat at the window, cozy, and watched the trees begin to shutt... Read More

A Mercy

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A Mercy Most days, I judge myself harshly. Most days, I wonder if I am doing things right. And most days, I keep these insecurities inside. So I am grateful for a person who wears their vulnerability ... Read More

Changes

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Changes We have lived in this house for so long that sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I half expect one child or another to peek around the corner. But they are all grown up now with their own... Read More

Lush

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Lush So much green on this new spring morning. I breathe deep the freshness, let its tenderness nourish and heal whatever is wounded inside. How is it that we have just one word for green when its ton... Read More

In Silence

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In Silence I grew up in a noisy and chaotic household, full to overflowing with the wildness of children. A moment of silence was so rare that, like a vacuum, it made my ears ring. I loved it anyway. ... Read More

Letting Go

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Letting Go There was so much you had to let go of to get to this place, this intersection of what you do and who you are- dreams that weren’t really your own, worn out beliefs, old habits of thought... Read More

Living Within the Mystery

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Living Within The Mystery The older I get, the less I seem to “know”, the more I realize that we humans look for answers more than the truth because answers, even if not quite right, help to quell... Read More

Dissonance

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Dissonance While eating breakfast, I watch two cardinals hop along the fence in the bright, crisp sunshine. A fuzzy brown rabbit hunkers down in the tall grass to rest. Meanwhile, I listen to a radio ... Read More

Waiting

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Waiting Cold and dreary, its been raining for weeks. From this window, there is little evidence of spring, even though it is almost April. Winter just can’t seem to let go. Yet, in this moment, alth... Read More

Hiking Companions

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Hiking Companions Anxiety starts off strong, picking up stones along the path to rub their sharp edges, but wears out quickly. Melancholy quietly places those stones in a sack and slings it over his s... Read More